I really, really hope the most I have to deal with is more weird town stuff. I think... for whatever it's worth, I think if she actually shows up here again, in my head or in the dream or whatever, I think this time I'll actually be able to stand up against her.
[it was bluster before, and it'll take a long time before she's ready to stop berating herself for her own failure. but this time, she's confident, and she knows why she's confident, too.]
Not to sound deep or anything, but she's the one who left me, and you're the ones who are staying with me through all this. And she can't walk that back, no matter how much she says she cares about me. She showed me who she is, and you showed me who you are. And I like what you've all shown me better.
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I think... for whatever it's worth, I think if she actually shows up here again, in my head or in the dream or whatever, I think this time I'll actually be able to stand up against her.
[it was bluster before, and it'll take a long time before she's ready to stop berating herself for her own failure. but this time, she's confident, and she knows why she's confident, too.]
Not to sound deep or anything, but she's the one who left me, and you're the ones who are staying with me through all this.
And she can't walk that back, no matter how much she says she cares about me.
She showed me who she is, and you showed me who you are.
And I like what you've all shown me better.